Changes

Change used to be such a normal concept. Now it's almost a scary thing. I'm 19 years old this year and a senior. I'm supposed to be graduating in May, and sometime before or after that, get a job. I have a lot of decisions and choices to make and I need to make sure they're good ones. Therefore, the pressure's on. I don't know what to do. All of the decisions that I was determined on before, have now vanished. I sometimes wonder if I'll still have the same friends by the end of this year or completely new ones. I know I've lost a lot of people or grown apart from people before due to change but I don't want that to happen again. I do need a change...badly...but not a change that's going to affect my personal life drastically...